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I am a 23-year-old man from Romania, and this is my story of how I became a Christian again. I was born into an Orthodox family and was baptized shortly after birth. Despite that, I wasn’t practicing my faith often, nor was my family. We were going to church, but not every Sunday, and I can’t say my faith was strong. I didn’t read the Bible as a kid because I didn’t enjoy reading until High school. I first got into addiction when I was 12. My mom went to the UK to get a job and provide for the family, and because of that, I stayed alone most of the time during the day and became a porn addict. In the first year of high school, I felt like everything was collapsing in my life just because I was bullied a lot, my school situation was bad, and that is how I discovered watching porn. At the age of 15, I got a girlfriend, which increased my confidence and got me out of my dark thoughts. My relationship lasted a year and 4 months. At the age of 18, I went to the hospital 2 times as I had a neck spasm, which almost killed me, as I couldn’t control turning my neck. After that trauma, I felt hopeless, as I had back pain and headaches very often. At the end of high school, I struggled to pass the end-of-high-school exams because I thought higher education was a gate to a better job, which is not true in most cases. I didn’t know where I wanted to go, so I took a gap year and worked in a warehouse where my mom was working. I didn’t like it, and I used to drink 2 or 3 times/week. The alcohol reminded me of my trauma, and in that period, I was very jealous of someone from my country who got help with almost everything in life. I was stuck in habitual sin, and because I hated my workplace, I tried to end my life, thinking that I would never be normal again. I felt ill for one day, and that’s it. After the gap year, I started a course which didn’t suit me, and a year after that, I started a work placement. I used to drink a lot of coffee during the placement period, which made me increasingly anxious. Due to the high caffeine intake and the habitual sin that I had, I used to have dark thoughts often, suicidal thoughts. I even ordered a rope and made the hangman’s noose. My parents found out about my depression. Six months later, I made the hangman’s noose, and I had decided to end it all despite passing my driving exam that month, which I had waited years for. But I said, “I can’t do it”, so the next day I met a guy in the shopping center, the same age as me, sharing his testimony saying he used to drown himself in alcohol and porn after his relationship breakup, and he invited me to church. I took the flyer but didn’t go to church as I thought church couldn’t heal me, and I was very shy to admit that I had attempted suicide, which is very dangerous and is considered clinical depression and treated in the hospital. I took online therapy sessions afterward and started reading the Bible. The therapy didn’t help me much, but after a short while of reading the Bible, I felt inner peace, which I couldn’t understand, but it helped me to relieve my anxiety, quit my addiction, and feel freer. After a few months, I started to open up my soul and talk with my parents more often. I realized I couldn’t have healed without reading the Bible. Initially, I didn’t take reading the Bible very seriously. I used to read 2-3 times/week, sometimes even 4. Eight months later, I took reading the Bible more seriously, and I started reading it almost every day. In addition, I started using a Bible app to receive more spiritual guidance and to help me apply the Bible’s teachings in everyday life. I still struggle with lust and anxiety, but not like before, when I used to have lustful thoughts daily and be anxious often, especially about my future, as I became pessimistic since childhood and was thinking about worst-case scenarios most of the time. Now I take my worries in prayer and feel calmer afterward.
TESTIMONY VERIFICATION STATUS: Not Verified

TESTIFIER:

Ovidiu-Andrei Cotovanu


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LOCATION:

United Kingdom


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